So there are numerous boys that are in my life, well , most of them are men now . Either way, I have never really been the kind of girl that has a lot of girl friends, always friends that are boys, all through my life . So, when I finally got my job at Sobeys, of course I was all around with the guys. I gained a really good friend, who I'll call Robert , and he was one of my first friends at work, and a very important part of my life . Anyways , as the two of us got closer, my feelings for him began to change. We had a few nights together over the years, but of course, they were drunkin' ones, which always ended in my heart being broken by the famous "last night shouldn't have happened" line. Well, I still stayed good friends with him, for what reason I couldn't tell you . So, about a week ago, we hooked up one night , yet again drunk, and yet again, I got screwed over in the end, but not the next day.. a week later. After that night I was so excited about the way that things ended , and being a girl, I needed to talk to someone, and fast ! So, not have many girlfriends, I went to a good guy friend of mine and talked to him about it, well, I learned soon after that it was a mistake . He went and told people what happened between Robert and I , which of course got back to Robert. I was talking to him today , and I tried to explain myself, but it didn't work at all ... our conversion ended with him saying " I think we should stop talking for a while, I'm really hurt by all of this ,"
Wow !? Really ?! That's real grown up eh ? And hurt ? Really ? Well maybe he will now know what it feels like to be hurt by someone really close, maybe now he'll know what I went through with him . I think that I actually loved him , or did love him at least . I'm just about done with his shit. Every time I tried to get him to hang out with me, he would always cancel .. Screw him ..
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